You Know...

So I started this project with a want to change some things around, take another look at life and say.. HEY I'm doing this. In the process I realized that I couldn't just do that, that I needed to do some other work as well. And now I am seeing a wonderful therapist who is REALLY helping me sort out my life better.  I am learning to grow up and be OK with ALL the things because at the end of the day, sometimes we just get bogged down with a bunch of crap and before you know it your lost in your own mind. I got there this year, lost and overwhelmed and angry and frustrated and VERY disconnected from all my friends, and my loved ones and frankly it wasn't fair to anyone.

I'm working on getting better.  I'm working on a change. I'm working on being the best me there is so that as time passes I can make sure to handle what life might throw at me with grace and good reason, not with frustration and anger.

Maybe I'll make my goals this year, maybe I won't... but I'll work towards it, I'll improve the list. 

Maybe I'll make a new list and work on that, because you know at the end of the day its what really makes me happy that counts.

I'm grateful for all the people in my life, and SO very lucky to have them all be this great Jackson Pollack like piece of art I call Life; because that's my life, its not linear and clean and precise its messy and beautiful.

So... I think I'll go can my list. And start a new, and I hope you all want to keep traveling with me church mice, because you are all very special and very worth it!